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untitled

on tuesday at two forty six am i changed my status to single
and at three eighteen am you changed yours to single too
i noticed, but when i saw you at the shops later i pretended that i'd signed out already.

on wednesday night you still said single and she'd written on your wall
i thought that was kind of odd, cause hers still said taken
so i got my bike and rode past your place to have a look but her car was still there

on thursday afternoon we went to carl's place for beer and doritos
and you were there with your corona, but i didn't see her
and you didn't look at me all night but that's okay cause you don't usually talk to me anyway

at eleven thirty four pm on friday you changed your status to it's complicated
i wondered what she thought of that but i guess she was offline
so instead i watched a movie that you said you liked but i never really got into it

i had to go to work on saturday cause i took friday off so i didn't go to the beach
she went though, and when i saw the photos you both looked kinda happy
so now i don't know what to think and whether i even have a chance anymore and why you still like her

and you know every time i've seen you since then you never quite meet my eye
and i wonder if you know and whether you told her cause she never lets on
its always a little awkward when we're together and i promise i'll never tell that you kissed me that one time

although it probably would have been the best day of my life.


untitled no. 2

you are a river
you are always changing
i am a rock
you cannot move me.