i'm so postmodern

Omg. I hate maths. For two reasons:

a) I'm getting a C. And Xinyu is getting As. I hate that.
b) I'm in the middle of this really dumb DI and it's hard. And I don't know the derivative of y=3.849sin(0.095x-1.517)+8.499. I could probably work it out but I really can't be stuffed because I just punched 240 numbers into my calculator to get that figure. Which, incidentally, is different from the formula I got when I did it last week. Which means I've got one of them wrong. I'm really hoping its not this week's.

So yeah. And this is only one question out of three. But I'll get over it. When I've finished it actually.

In other news, we went to the K&M Brass Band on Friday night. I'm so insanely jealous of all of them and their playing ability. I wish I was that good.

Yes. And that's all I can be bothered saying at the moment because I'm in a study at school and I'm technically not supposed to be blogging.


EDIT:: Monday Evening.

I should really change the name of this blog to "ally hates stuff". Cause all I ever write about is what I hate. Here's a little update.

I hate not being good at anything. Josh and Holly were trying to make me sing a solo in choir. Which is dumb. Like, I really wouldn't mind doing something like that but most people in our choir have really nice voices and I really can't sing for shit (I pretend I can though). It's worse cause both Holly and Josh sing very good. I just don't want to embarrass myself. Like, I always feel sorry for people who think that they're good at singing (or anything else for that matter) but actually, in reality, they suck. I never, EVER, want to be one of those people.


EVERR.


EDIT:: Later Monday Evening

You know what's really dumb? There's a Miss Black USA. Like Miss Universe, but only black girls can enter. That's dumb. Like, REALLY DUMB. Why isn't there a Miss White USA? I think that it is incredibly stupid.

But I'm just a fat bitch so who cares what I think.